Hi peeps,my blog's becoming pretty dead and i'm back with a short pathetic post in an attempt to resuscitate it.(Although i know it might make some people delirious with it dead)
Well being the optimistic person that i'm not,the bright side of not updating can be attributed to me being totally worn out from school work.But truth be told,reality and optimism don't mix,and the part where i'm overloaded with school work is just bullshit.

The real truth is that i'm hooked on prison break,and i'm doing a 2 hour marathon almost everyday trying to finish up the 2nd season.School's pretty much crap,and i'm bogged down by going to volleyball competitions recently.What's so bad about getting to skip a couple of lessons you might ask,and the answer is,its bad cause its a one way ticket to some place right smack in nowhere near NUS.The trip home is torturous,and lets just say CCA life ain't going pretty well for me,compounding to the other factors that make it all crap.

And i hope this short post i wrote out of desperation is enough to make-do for now.Prison break is beckoning..

I have no idea what to make of the life i'm living right now,both physically and mentally.Physically,i couldn't be doing any worse,i've suffering from knee abrasions,sore wrist,twisted thumb and an overstretched body.Volleyball is taking my life,and to make matters worse the stress and pressure is on me yet again to raise my game.I get blamed for almost everything when it comes to dropping points in a game,and hardly any credit for all the shit i do.All that diving on the court is killing me,i assure you that throwing yourself around just to save a ball with no regard to injuries is no joking matter.But the point is,i don't hope for any recognition,i hope for just nothing more than a win.Competition's coming up,but i'm still low on morale,and to make things worse,we're up against the champions of last year."It never rains,it pours",this saying should probably be declared the epitome of life.For me at least.

Mentally,i'm doing no better.It's been a month since i went out to have fun,and weekends seem to be spent mostly at home.Well not exactly to study,but more of recuperating the tired body and soul,and regaining my sanity from grim reality.The pressure is on,now that A levels are starting to draw close and my studies are in the dumps.Procrastinating revision seems to be a habit now,with me telling myself repeatedly week after week i'd start soon.

soon - Definition from Dictionary.com
1. Within a short period of time
2.Before long,in the near future.

soon - Definition from my own dictionary
1.Within a period of time.Period ranges from any amount of time.

Holding on to a file,i sat there with a bunch of other guys,probably of the same age as me.Some with looks of nervousness,others looked lost,and some just nonchalant."NEXT!",and the guy beside me grabbed his file and went to get his blood drawn.

There i was,sitting in line waiting for my turn and the whole process of the medical checkup was pretty much just waiting.The resounding "NEXT!" came,and i entered with my eyes fixed on the fella leaving the room,with his hands clenched around his arm.It was kinda scary seeing the huge tube that the doctor was about to stick in my arm,but any nervousness was dispelled when the doctor diverted my attention with his small talk.

"Wah,your arm smooth ah!And so muscular!You're girlfriend touch sure damn shiok!" he lamented as he tried to look for my vein.And just as i tried to figure out if smooth skin was actually a compliment for a guy,the huge injection like "thing" was poking into my vein and blood was just spurting out inside as it slowly filled to its brim."Ok done!Proceed to the next place.."

Went through a series of other tests,eye test,dental test,a chest X-ray and then got stripped down half naked with suction like things stuck on me.Yea,just like the ones you see in movies,but less cool looking.

"Alright,stand against the wall,and pull down your pants.Then i need you to cough",the guy decked in his army uniform behind the desk requested calmly.It was pretty embarrassing,i mean standing like naked in front of a guy,whose job was to check out your manhood isn't exactly mundane.

Everything ended off with an aptitude test which was a killer.In a bid for them to sieve out people who are plain stupid or dumb,Mindef puts everyone through a series of boring tests.Sitting in front of a long outdated computer,and doing almost repetitive questions for over an hour,is tantamount to sitting through two periods of econs lecture.Only worse,you can sleep in a lecture but you can't sleep during the test.

And right after the medical,you can't help but wonder what life is gonna be like a year from now.Bald,stinky,and coooped up with a bunch of guys.All freedom lost,and someone moron is constantly barking orders and breathing down your neck.It kinda scares me a little,a life devoid luxuries like sleeping in,and freedom of speech.Where you can just mutter your displeasure bout anything or anyone.And most importantly,life's gonna be hard,being bald...

Darn hilarious pictures i saw on my friend's blog,so i decided to steal them.

When michael jackson was still black...courtesy of my friend,who showed me the vid and it kept me laughing all night.

An email that someone forward to me,and it kinda made me realise my eyesight is really going down the drain..Oh!If you can't see it,close your eyes and peep at it!